Here are a just a FEW of my favorite photos of him. I am going to go and do some more on Thursday. I will post those afterwards. I am going to try and get a black background by then so that we can do a lot more with the pictures. When I get photoshop it will be easier to change all of that wonderful stuff. For now, I guess I'm old school but I still love it. I feel that doing it without photoshop makes me have to be more creative and detailed in taking the actual photo. It is easy to make photos look great when you have an adorable baby as your subject.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Adorable Rhyder
Here are a just a FEW of my favorite photos of him. I am going to go and do some more on Thursday. I will post those afterwards. I am going to try and get a black background by then so that we can do a lot more with the pictures. When I get photoshop it will be easier to change all of that wonderful stuff. For now, I guess I'm old school but I still love it. I feel that doing it without photoshop makes me have to be more creative and detailed in taking the actual photo. It is easy to make photos look great when you have an adorable baby as your subject.
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Monday, January 28, 2008
Grandma to the Rescue
Thanks to my loving mother, I went and spent the time Josh was gone with her. I never could have done it without her. She helped feed, bathe and put Chloee to bed and deal with her NEVER ending fits. I was sick too, so not very much sleep was going on there. She got up one night at 3 am and didn't go back to bed!
The picture above is pretty much what my mom was doing the ENTIRE time we were there. All Chloee wanted was for her "Amama" (which is grandma) to hold her. Poor grandma had to do everything, I couldn't do anything right to that little fatty. Oh well, I was grateful for a break but felt bad for my mom. My mom is so great, she is the only reason I made it through the week to see Josh when he got home. Thanks for everything mom!
Posted by Kimberlee at 2:12 PM 2 comments
Gordon B. Hinckley
Now he can be with his wife and with so many other people in Heaven. I am sure that it was a glorious and wonderful day for both him and our dear Heavenly Father and his son, Jesus Christ. If we could all be a little bit more like President Hinckley.
1910-2008
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
Only One...
For all of you who know me, know that one of my biggest pet peeves is people that are ungrateful. I CANNOT stand when people can't say a simple thank you for a kind deed or thought that someone else did. It makes it hard to want to do anything for that person because you feel like there was such a lack of appreciation when you put thought and love into something for someone else.
Now, before I make myself sound like some saint, I have on many occasions forgot to say thank you and it is inexcusable but we are all human. I am sorry for anyone that I have hurt or offended by not showing you my appreciation and gratitude.
I read once how much more an actual written thank you note means to people rather than just saying it or dropping an email. Granted they are all great and you are showing that you are appreciative. It is the time that someone took out of their day to actually think of you and take the time to write that note. Then to know your address or find it and get a stamp on it and to take it to the post office (my big problem). It really is a hard process but you feel so great when you are done because people know that you truly do appreciate them. Anytime I get a thank you note in the mail, I really think about how much effort that person put into letting me know that they are grateful.
I'm not saying that I'm some wonderful person who did this. I'm sure I missed many occasions that called for one and many were late. I always tried to write it down and post it on a cabinet so that I would see it every day. It made me feel much better and I want to challenge any one else to do the same. You gain a new appreciation for others because as you are writing it, once again, you are reminded of something sweet or noteworthy that someone else did for you.
I have never kept a resolution and I am glad that this one stuck!
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Friday, January 25, 2008
The Mommy Survey
2. Name(s)? Chloee Renae
3. Birthday(s)? 6/3/06
4. Time(s) of birth? 10:46 am
5. How long did labor last? 30 stinking long hours, my epidural had mostly worn off by the time I actually had her.
6. Who was in the room when baby was born? Josh, my mom, the wonderful, Dr. Horsley and a nurse.
7. How long did you push? 2 1/2 hours and they still had to use the forceps to get her out, she was so big (for me and for a first time baby).
8. Weight? 8 lbs. 4 oz.
9. Length? 20 1/2 inches
10. Any hair? A little bit as you can see from the picture.
11. Who does baby look like? We usually hear that she is a good mix of us both!
12. Be honest...how much weight did you gain while pregnant? 50 pounds and it was (and is) everywhere. My sister-in-law, Stacie, makes me want to barf, she had a big tummy with her 2nd baby but it was all baby, no widening hips, no extra weight ANYWHERE. When I went to her house after the baby was just 2 weeks old, she was wearing her JEANS from before the baby. She's so skinny, it just isn't fair!
13. Was baby early or late? 6 days early and I was so glad, my doctor was going out of town over my due date. He was already gone on his vacation before I left the hospital, hence, I think I had so many problems after. Should have had that transfusion.
14. Who drove you home from the hospital? Josh
15. How many baby showers did you have? 2
16. When did baby start sleeping through the night? At 4 months, literally, the night I stopped breast feeding.
17. Did you breastfeed? Only for 4 months. After 3 breast infections, my doctor made me stop, I was happy, never really liked it. I guess it is just for some people and not for others. It didn't help that I had no energy to feed her considering that my hematocryte was so low when I came home from the hospital. When I stopped breast feeding, I finally felt like I had energy to actually get dressed in the morning.
18. Who takes care of your baby/kids the most? Me!
19. When do you want to have another one? Not any time soon!
20. How did you pick the name(s)? We were really into watching Smallville when I was pregnant and we loved the character Chloe. She was so feisty and opinionated (much like ours) so we went with the name but a different spelling. Chloee with the 2 e's is after me like the Kimberlee spelling and her middle name is after my dear, sweet mother, whom I love very much!
21. How did you know when it was time to go to the hospital? Lost my mucus plug at 5 am and on came the contractions!
22. Anyone spend the night with you the first night home? Josh, obviously and my mom. In fact, my mom stayed with me every night for the first 2 weeks. I was so weak and could hardly even feed her myself and then she stayed during the week (Josh had to commute to work the next day) for probably 2 months. She honestly saved me, she was a saint. She would go home when Josh got home and work her job for 3 hours and come back and stay with me. Don't worry, it wasn't bad for Josh, he adores my mom so it wasn't an inconvenience for him. We had a lot of fun nights together. She helped both Josh and I make a smooth(er) transition into parenting with her help. We both are so grateful for all she did and sacrificed for us! Love you mom!
23. Did you cry the first time you held your baby? No, but Josh did, which was neat. As bad as this sounds, I just didn't care, I was so happy to have her finally be out. I was delirious.
24. Where was the baby born? Logan, UT
25. Did you video tape the birth? No, I didn't even use the mirror, I don't want to see that. I do know lots of people that have and love it though, just personal preference.
My little brother, Jordan, left for his mission just 3 days before she was born. That was sad for me but come June, he will get to see a mischievous 2 year old that he's never seen before.
Feel free all you mommies to fill out the survey if you like, it's really fun to reminisce and realize all you did to bring your little one or ones into the world!
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
A Fun Visit
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Snow Day
On December 30th, we all slept over at my mom's house to celebrate the new year. I know we did it a day early because Annie and Marcus were going back to California on the 31st. We played outside in the snow, it was Chloee's first time with "Noooow" as she calls it. That is snow for anyone who didn't understand that.
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Monday, January 14, 2008
The New Testament
Josh and I have been reading the New Testament for Latter-Day Saint Families for 1 year now and we finally finished it. It is a big book. The book is the exact same as the scriptures it just has better explanations and extras that give you more insight to what you are reading. It may have taken us a year but we finally did it! We tried to read a chapter a day, sometimes it only ended up being 5 versus but we finally completed it and I must say, it feels good.
As we were reading through the last book of the New Testament, Revelation, I realized how incredibly close the 2nd coming is and how unprepared I am. It was actually quite scary and intimidating thinking about all of the things I need to do do get where I want to be. I felt like I really had a new understanding of Revelation as we read the book with further insight of added documentation mentioned by so many prophets and apostles.
We are now going to start on the Book of Mormon. We are definitely going to keep with the books for the latter-day saint families. That was one of our 2007 New Year goals. We were a little late, but better late than never.
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
A New Cousin
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
Doctor Drama
After not being able to eat anything all day, it just got worse the dry heaving increased and I had to change my clothes a couple of times. I was headed to a doctor appointment that I had previously made for something else. In the event that I wasn't feeling so well, I asked Josh to come with me.
When we got to the doctor's office he wanted to do a blood test, yadde yah.... I do great having my blood drawn, after being pregnant it just doesn't bother me. Josh is a different story. So he was drawing my blood and he only took 3 tubes when all of a sudden I didn't feel so well. My hearing started fading and eyes started shutting and before I knew it, I guess I was out. I came to after being out for probably 30 seconds Josh said and I didn't know where I was and I suddenly had to puke. They lifted me up on the examining table rolled me over and I hurled all over, it was even in my hair, they caught most of it though. I had to lay there and they put cold paper towels on my head. What? I have had 7 tubes taken at one time and walked out of there fine and drove myself home. No biggie! I attribute it to already being super weak from the virus and not eating that it just pushed me over the edge. It was not fun. I actually don't think I have ever passed out before.
Well, there you have it, my doctor drama. It was just one thing after the other. You know locking myself out of the house, being sick, among other things and then to try and drive home from the hospital after that. NIGHTMARE. I am just glad that Kathy was here, I didn't have to take Chloee with me and she played with her and took care of her, fed her, bathed her, put her down for naps and got up with her in the morning. She was a total lifesaver. Oh, and so were Ty and Rachael, who played with her the entire time. I never would have got through it without them.
Posted by Kimberlee at 3:05 PM 3 comments
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Screaming for Sanity
Ok, not been the best hour, day, week, month, whatever you want to call it for me! I will skip the boring part and give a brief rundown. I am not doing so well with this move. Chloee definitely is not doing well, she NEVER sleeps and is ornery 24-7, thus, so am I. It has been very hard.
It all started when Chloee woke up from her nap at 11 am. I took a nap at the same time because I was so exhausted and I have not felt good lately. I went in her room to find that she had diarrhea. Oh joyous! I was still in my pj's and no bra (I know it was 11 am but cut me some slack here). Anyway so I was taking the dirty diaper out and before I did, I opened the window in the bay so that Chloee could watch me. I run around to the garbage can and I came back to open the door AND IT WAS LOCKED. Anyone who knows me knows that at my house EVERY door is locked all the time. The stupid new locks on the house let you turn the knob even if it is locked so you tend to think that it is unlocked.
In a total panic and at absolute breaking point, I just stood outside SCREAMED and cried in total failure of not knowing what to do. Do I call a locksmith? Oh crap, I don't even have my cell phone! Bawling hysterically at the window, I realized that I couldn't hold my little girl and that I was completely helpless. She started to cry when I was crying so I knew I needed to be strong.
I ran over to my neighbors (whom I don't even know) and in the midst of the crying asked to use their phone. I called Josh at work and told him what was going on and was on his way. I came running back out and she was nowhere to be found. I knocked on the window and she came running. My neighbor brought me a coat and stood outside with me. We tried to keep her at the window until Josh got home but she soon got bored. Oh what a shocker?
She climbed up on the kitchen table's chairs and then to the table and was dancing around on top of the table. I wanted to die. It was absolute horror, she went right to the edge of each corner, all the while staring at me through the window laughing at how I couldn't touch her. Oh, the horror, I almost threw up then and there. You see she can get up on the table but she can't get down. It was so hard, I was in actual hell for the longest 20+ minutes of my life.
Josh showed up and we got in before she decided to nose dive off the table. My stomach was still upset HOURS afterwards and it just wouldn't calm down. That is something I never want to relive.
Posted by Kimberlee at 2:14 PM 3 comments
Friday, January 4, 2008
Paris Hilton's Little Sister...
Between huffs and puffs, I searched for the manual, only to find out I was screaming about not being able to understand it and that was because it was in SPANISH. Ok, so I am about to lose it when my mom points out something very OBVIOUS (when you are running on all cylinders and actually thinking clearly). Well, you can see from the picture that I was not looking at the little symbols, I was reading the words, left to dispense and right to lock. It looked like the words were telling me. Clearly, it says "dispenser lock" but with no sleep the words made sense until my mom said, "Look at the pictures you have it backwards." Oh my, we laughed about that for some time. Not really funny unless you were there! Just thought I'd share my Paris Hilton story!
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Best Gift
Josh and I were talking about how I needed something for me to distinguish myself from Chloee's full time slave/mother from Kimberlee. This is something I have always wanted to do and I am so excited to start this new and fun adventure.
I am so thankful for an extremely supportive husband in every new idea I have. I guess I'll keep him! :)
Posted by Kimberlee at 2:40 PM 3 comments
Farewell :(
It has been quite an adjustment moving into a home older than our other one and having previous owners, it just doesn't feel quite like "home" to me. Ok, enough of my sob fest. Here are some great pics of us starting our new journey in the homeland of "West Point".
Overall, this has been a big adjustment for me. Especially where I have never lived outside of Cache Valley, I get lost a lot and I just feel alone. I am not one who deals well with change but I'm trying to change my attitude.
The most definite "sweet" part of the bittersweet is that Josh doesn't have to travel 2+ hours a day anymore. No matter how hard this move may be for me or our little family, I know it is right and I wouldn't change it for anything in the world. I am looking forward to being able to spend more time with Josh and not have to worry about if the weather is bad or if the canyon is a white-out. I am so excited to have him close for all those close encounters that felt like he was states away when I needed him. Also, we are BOTH excited about the huge slash in our gas bill.
THANK YOU to everyone who helped us move, offered to help us move and did so much for us. My dear friend Maren brought in dinner on Friday night, she watched Chloee for hours on end and Lance & her changed their Saturday plans around and Lance drove down with Josh in the truck and also helped unload with Micheal and Josh. Oh where would we be without our great family and friends? Love all of you and thanks again!!!
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